| found an old poem from when we first started dating.. its the one i never shown u....
when you hold my hand
you give me a smile and
give me the joy ive been
longing for all along
just to have a friend
whose that close to me
and someone i can count on
and someone to love
your the reason im happy
and you give me what i need
which is your love
and for that, i love you amy
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| i wish that u would miss me as much as i miss you.. i love you so much.. always will |
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| this past week has been a week from hell.. lost 2 family members and someone else special.. and blew my motor.. and everything else has become a lil confusing.. but im beginnin to feel like myself again.. today.. which is good, i like i have energy now and i feel good bout myself.. strange i know. but anywhoo i still love you amy! ttyl
scared to let go.. but i must.. |
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| im so confused.. amy do u still love me or what are your feelings.. i get the feeling that u still care for me and that u do want to be with me but that your with him for something different or something. i dont want us to go on our lives without eachother. we made a perfect couple before and we loved eachother to death, it was just perfect. i love you and i miss you and i hope you realize what we had and how special it was. i love you. ttyl.. |
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| i just woke up.. and i woke up thinking bout u amy.. and the more i think about it the more i think i had nothing to do with whatever happened.. i was being protective over you with a guy because i was afraid that you were going to get closer to him and maybe have feelings for him and thats exactly what happened.. so what if i dont take you back after your done? will that make you happier? are u happier without me? do you want me totally out of your life forever.. im just surprised u kept that pic of me and you.. i give up tho.. i completely give up with everything.. i cant take this anymore.. i did nothing to you but care for you and your the one that always lied to me telling me you were happy when all you wanted was that guy..sorry bout that sunday night but you have no clue how much you hurt me giving him more attention than u were giving me.. i will do what you want and stay out of your life.. u dont have to see me again or anything.. you chased me away which is what i think you wanted to do.. i do love you though.. i love you more than anything but i give up.. i give up on everything..i just hope you are happy and that you always will be..bye |
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